Hard Day

What a really fucking hard day. My brain and body are exhausted. I'm being a total bitch to myself right now (as well as everyone else) and not giving my system anything it needs to make me feel better. I don't want to drink water. I don't want to go to the grocery store to get fresh food in the apartment. I want to stay in bed and sulk. Television frustrates and annoys me. I have a headache and a cold. My dog is grumpy and I have stomach cramps. Leave me alone world. Leave me alone to wallow in the murky depths of self pity and negativity. Just give me 12 hours to make my personal strike of indignation and in the morning I'll be back with you. I'm learning to appreciate days like these. I know you can't have the highs without the lows and I'm OK with that. I've not been a nice person to be around today and seeing my mood bringing others down has been hard. I really am sorry. You know it wont last long...Tomorrow is another day and I'm starting it with a smile! :)